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Monday the 24th

2011-10-24T13:01:00.001-04:00

I feel so depressed. My only regret about my college is I didn't take what I want to study, instead I did what my parents want me to do. And now I don't have a single motivation about doing things that are related to my work. I don't fucking care about what it takes if I could go back to time and remake my choice. I would bitch slap myself so hard so I wouldn't make the mistake.

At this point of view, life feels meaningless to me. God has granted me a lot, but life always fucks me up. I feel so lonely and helpless.

Peace the fuck out you motherfucking world.

近來小感

2011-05-02T22:13:00.002-04:00

又是一段沒有寫東西的日子。

其實從新年以來一直有想寫些什麽，但是始終沒有能安下心來動筆。轉眼間大學第三年就要結束了，接下來的只是短短的一年時間。我也終於從之前需要請別人幫忙買酒，到了自己能夠合法買酒的年齡了。這一年中，可能也會是我青春里能夠不太考慮後果想做什麽就做什麽的一年了吧。踏出大學的那一刻，在別人的眼中我就完完全全是個大人了。沒有人會再那我當不懂事的小孩子來看了。可是，面對這些我準備好了嗎？

始終我覺得我是要做出一番成績的人，但是直到現在，我還是不知道要從哪裡下手。我承認我是個三分熱度的人。經常，當看到別人在搞什麽有點成績的時候自己心裡也會躍躍欲試。但是經常是搞個兩三下就丟下不碰了。搞得什麽都會一點點，但是沒有一個拿手的。從前沒從沒有深刻的意識到這個問題。但是，從去年冬天的那個課開始，我漸漸意識到了堅持的重要，和堅持能給我帶來的滿足和回報。上個冬天的那堂課，上之前就聽上過的朋友講很難很枯燥。而且因為要將一學期的課程壓到三個禮拜之內，所以每天都輕鬆不得。我想著被人都在放假休息的時候我卻要早出晚歸，夜裡還要經常做功課，心裡就很不爽。這期間，我也有過早上醒來看著外面齊膝深的雪想逃課的念頭，但是，不同的是，我從暖暖的床裏爬出來，換衣，掃掉車上的學，去上連著幾小時的課。

學期結束，我竟然能堅持在零下20度的氣溫中一天不缺的把課上完，還拿到了不錯的成績。我自己都沒有想到。從此，我決定不能再做原來的那個自己了。每次改變或是不完成設定好的計劃其實都是自己的懶惰。我很慶倖我意識到了這一點，而且從那一刻開始採取了措施。現在，我經常像有強迫癥一樣強迫自己完成我需要完成的事。在完成后自己也感覺很不錯，有一種成就感。所以好奇害死貓，拖延害死人吶。

經常，我覺得時間很不夠用。在我畢業之前，我還有很多事情想做。我想去旅行，去日本，去倫敦，去比利時。我還想學很多東西，調酒，網球，更多樂器。我還想見更多有趣的人，吃更多各地的美味。在成為一個大人之前，我還有太多的事情想做。因為我知道，一旦等我過了這個年齡之後，這份激情與衝動就不復存在了。這不是不成熟，這是我豐富閱歷的一個渠道。與一些同齡人比起來，我已經是很幸運了。從小到大，感謝我的家庭環境，大大小小的場面我也是見識過了一些。後來搬去新加坡，來到美國，我都經歷了不少各種各樣的人與事。也正是這些經歷讓我體會到了這個世界的大與人與人的不同。也正是這些經驗讓我想要不斷通過各種渠道積累各種各樣的新的閱歷。

谷岳在"搭車去柏林"中提到，"有些事，你現在不做，以後就沒有機會做了。" 我很同意他的說法。現在有機會做的事，以後不一定能做到。機會在眼前，能抓住的人才能make a difference. 也許，有種說法是,"即使現在沒做，以後機會有的是。" 這其實始終是種逃避的藉口。只是現在不想做的人給自己找的藉口罷了。比如說一個想爬珠峰的年輕人，如果總是想著以後還有機會的話，也許拖到六十歲終於決定要爬時，卻發現自己已經爬不動了。生活就是這樣殘酷，現在眼前能做到的機會抓不住，想要守株待兔等下一個來，兔子是永遠也不會出現的。到頭來還是因為自己的軟弱而失去了時間和一切。

任何目標都是需要自己的毅力達成的，而素材就存在現在手裡的一切。

最近也有幾件新聞，雖然就以往的經驗來看不出意外，但是當看到了的時候還是要感歎一下。

第一是藥家鑫事件。在當前的社會背景下，被撞的人竟然會被事主因為怕長久擔當責任而滅口。事後因為有背景，竟然還有人回作嘔的解釋說連捅十數刀是因為彈琴習慣。這種話騙鬼鬼都會笑的。但是竟然還會堂堂正正的搬出來作為解釋。全世界有哪個國家的人能人性泯滅到這種程度。後來網上人開玩笑說"被撞了的人一定要現閉眼，大喊我懂規則，車牌什麽都沒看到，並且立刻逃跑才能撿回條命。" 這簡直是種悲哀。

第二應該也是五十六個民族耳熟能詳的故事了。死豬肉灌香腸，死貓肉經過化學加工變羊肉，砒霜色彩添加劑添加的火鍋中，這些都已經是年年都出現的問題了。領導人一代又一代的換，大會一年又一年的開，百姓到頭來還是吃死豬喝農藥生活。龍的孩子們經過磨練生存力是很頑強的。Controlled Economy到頭來的結果就是物價持續增長。GDP再高只要一人均，生活質量落到屎一樣。這些都不算什麽，可怕的是誰人提出一點反對立刻就被請去喝茶或無前提失蹤。這和斯大林的大清洗，還有二戰德國很相似的說。

最新的也就是這幾天剛發生的武漢少先隊的政治鬥爭。十二三歲的小屁孩互相勾心鬥角，一個個搞得和晚七點新聞一樣虛偽，真是悲哀中的悲哀。感謝成功的教育培養出的一批批花朵，不僅形似，神行相貌更像一個個挺著肚子油著頭髮的領導。簡直是少年得志的典範，是廣大青少年的榜樣啊。無知可怕，身埋于無知，反而以無知去約束管制那些有知的人更可怕。

引朋友的一句話，"少年煩惱則國家煩惱。" 在這裡，少年悲哀則國家悲哀。

亂七八糟瞎扯了不少，今天就到這裡吧。

For reasons unknown

2011-02-15T11:32:00.001-05:00

For reasons unknown, by The Killers, is a brilliant song in deed. There are bundles of hidden passion in it. Life is always following the cycle, up and downs. Over the years, so many have been trying ti pursuade the Peace, and only few of them could succeed. Everybody is tying to find there getaway from the harsh reality, and they will die trying.

Life's is not always happy. Shit happens all the time. You are enjoying the great time you are having right now, and the next thing you will know is everything is taken away from you. You will be back to square one. The only difference is that this time, you got more wounds and winkles on your face.

I believe that selfishness is the getaway for some people. They will keep their door shut, only allowing things they want to get in. And once the fresh feeling is gone, it's done. Blame it on the society, not you. Peace.

Testing from my phone

2011-02-03T02:51:00.001-05:00

So here is the testing of trying to blog from my phone

Long time no post

2010-07-21T13:09:00.000-04:00

It's been really a long time since I post anything last time, yea, should blame it on my laziness.

So it's half way through the summer now, hope it can be slower, but can't wait for 19 days later!

cut my hair short again. It's too hot down here.

新年快乐

2010-02-12T14:37:00.000-05:00

又是一年时间好快。最后两位数已经从一位跳到了两位。等下一次再跳回单数的时候已经是90年之后的事了。

So 好久没有更新了。一直都没什么想写东西的感觉（现在写也只不过是觉得过了太久应该在新年前写点什么）。

算了，有感觉再写吧。

新年快乐了各位！

out of my mind

2009-12-03T03:57:00.001-05:00

Can't believe that I woke up at 3:30 in the morning to study for my Japanese and Calc 3 tests today. Eeeeern=(

Towards the end

2009-11-29T19:05:00.002-05:00

Well we've almost come to the end of the semester. I posted up this end-of-semester count down calender on my wall.

Although my winter might probably be boring like shit, the calender still gives me hopes, something to look forward to.

17 Days more!

Here I'm posting up some pictures taken a few weeks ago

with HG at Japanese Kimono/Cosplay try-on event

This was on homecoming weekend when I was doing a tabling at school event centre

fireworks on homecoming night after the soccer match

the very first snow of this year, though it's not really very heavy

this winter has been abnormally warm, to be out door I can still just wear a shirt n hoodie. It's global warming dudes, save the motherland or we are all gonna die lol

random graffiti on a bench in school

look closer n u will recognise these two baby deers in this picture. saw them on my way back to dorm

Birds are flying south in winter

made these food on the first day of thanksgiving break with my roommate from Guam. Now I can make Guam style Chicken Kelaguen

For now I need to turn on my nerd mode for these 17 days, no more movie no more anime no more wasting time day dreaming no more fun

ciao~

half way through the semester

2009-11-10T18:54:00.000-05:00

It's alrdy half way through this semester. Though the weather is kinda warm recently, I can still feel the cool freeze hiding in the wind. Life has been buzy in a good way. Everything is moving on, hair grows longer and autumn leaves are falling. Came across this interesting idea from my videogame-addicted roommate that "think life as a RPG game, we are just gradually building up the character for all the purposes". This is so freaking true. All the shit we learnt everyday, all the people we meet, all the exercises we had, and all the emotions we have been through are just counted as experiences adding on our profile. In the process we will become stronger and better. This is how we grow up.

new blog template

2009-10-12T23:23:00.000-04:00

so modified the new blog template. and changed the url. simple-as-this.blogspot.com

somehow this template is kind of weird cause I can't use the blogger ordinary header edition to add image in the header bar. so spent some time on editing the html of the layout. finally got it=)

okay, off to shower.

random stuff

2009-10-12T00:59:00.003-04:00

Realized today that my template is kind of weird once a video is posted. some editions need to be made. Kind of troublesome cause there are no direct dragging and rearrange option. what I have to do is to change the html format of the blog layout. so maybe I will do it whenever I have time and feel like doing it=)

So, yea. recorded my very FIRST cover today! Wonder wall by the Oasis. simple but nice. my friend says my posture is kind of retarded and I need more facial expressions=) will try to improve on that in the next video. But it's kind of hard cause I have to try to fit in the camera but at the same time trying to read the chords from the screen. And I think I need a mic cause the guitar is too loud I can barely hear myself. Let's see what I can do next time=D

Have pretty lots of texts need to read for my cinema class, n lots of math questions needed to be practiced. Need to go through all the jap vocabs and write my philosophy paper. And at the same time spending 8 hours on work and 8 hours on student association. not to mention that I need to cook and do laundry and do all the homework. So, good luck to me!

加油！

my very first cover

2009-10-11T18:04:00.001-04:00

enjoy!

2009-10-07T12:59:00.001-04:00

The lonely island is awesome

Think back

2009-10-02T15:48:00.003-04:00

在昨晚精神恍惚頭腦作痛寫完了上一篇日誌之後的情況下，今天又將它讀了一遍。發現昨天說的有些事情純粹是屁話。對於什麽出身豪門之類的東西完全是放屁一樣doesn't make sense的。我就是我，這就是我的人生。

我喜歡現在的我的家庭我的朋友我的學習我的生活我的一切。沒有什麽可以抱怨的。我很慶倖我能夠生在這樣的家庭，有愛我的父母與家人。我也慶倖我從小就能經歷很多同齡人經歷不了的事情。不論是好事也罷壞事也好，這些對我人生都是有幫助的。

人確實是需要有時發洩一下的。我自認是我是一個總是把很多事情裝在心裡的人。因為除了我的爸媽等親人，我還沒有發現任何一個能夠讓我完全的相信的人。但是並不是全部的煩惱都能跟父母溝通。有些事情我還是偏向和別的人討論。雖然現在朋友到處都有，但是真正說得上志同道合能夠作為摯友的確是不多。前人們好久之前就明白了這一點，所以也就有了"知音難求"這句話。

在昨天半夜寫完了那篇網址之後我也算是把近期內的壓力稍稍釋放了一下吧。感覺好了很多。我是需要這種發洩的。總是把這些話綁在心裡遲早是要爆炸的。

所以，繼續努力吧！

Disappointed

2009-10-02T01:02:00.003-04:00

看來期待了很久的winter英國之旅是去不成了。失望加遺憾的境地就是這種感覺。

和老爸老媽在msn講話，聽到了好多可以說是實際的話吧。由這件事和這些談話讓我對殘酷的現實又多了些感受。

家裡能供我出來讀書是很大的一筆開銷，同時還要供房子，還有雜七雜八的開銷。我也不想靠父母的錢來供自己。但是現階段我哪裡來的錢能供自己讀書啊。不能把出來讀書當成是理所當然。我愛我的爸媽，我很感激他們能供我出國念書，他們也都不容易。所以這些都是很偉大的事情。

有時候覺得能生在豪門家里的那些人先天物質條件真是好過我這樣的普通人。做什麽事情都不用考慮資金上的問題。但是能做這樣的人的人到底也還是少之又少，往往很多人也不會珍惜。我猜這世界上大部份的人也還是像我這樣的在普普通通工薪階層的家庭里吧。當然不是說這是件壞事或什麽，只是說我只有非常非常努力要付出多於他們也許10倍到100倍的精力才能達到他們也許不怎麼費勁就能達到的狀態吧，想想看也是有點無奈的。我能做的只是像平庸的人一樣找份能養活自己的工作，買棟房子結婚生子養老等死吧。人人都告訴我這句是現實，這就是應該面對的。忘記你的理想吧，那些都是虛的。也許有人會說等你有了能賺錢的工作到時候在去完成理想也是可以的，世事難料，誰知道會發生什麽，也許還沒等到實現夢想就沒有機會了。

有時候想想這些事都會讓我喘不過氣。我是獨子，短短的幾年後我就是要挑起家裡的單子的男人了。但是現在我卻什麽都沒有。我不能因為自己的無能讓父母反過來為我的人生犯愁。到現在我還是搞不清我到底是不是學現在這個專業的那塊料。說實話我對現在的專業沒有特別感興趣，但是感興趣的東西又不能拿來當做專業來讀。因為我要考慮實際的就業生存問題。一味的執著是不會被得到贊同的。翻翻歷史，莫扎特與梵高這樣的對一件事情執著這的男人到最後也沒有什麽好的下場。往往都是死了消食之後，才華才被人發覺。但是這又有什麽用。所謂的留給後人的偉大作品并沒有給他們帶來任何能自己感受到的好處。對不起我不是這麼偉大無私的人，我不希望我會名垂千古，我看中的只是自己能摸到的利益。這利益不一定是只經濟上的，藝術，思想，名譽等等都包括在內。在這方面我只不過是個俗人，擺脫不了也無法擺脫這些物質。當然我不是討厭現在的專業，也沒有任何反感。我也已經決定就走這條路了，起碼是最近的幾年。

既然出來了，就不要抱著還要回去的念頭吧。有時候覺得中國人真的是很賤。人際關係的複雜，一兩句無心的話都會被別人記在心裡。這就是五千年歷史帶給我們的精華。人人都是拐彎抹角的打擊著別人，不斷滿足著自己那顆醜陋的虛榮心。把別人的痛苦看作是自己一種扭曲的樂趣。所以，我要非常努力的保持單純，至少在與別人打交道時，不要收的這些陋習的侵蝕。

每夜最痛苦的是都是入睡，因為一閉上眼大腦就不停的轉動。所有的這些事情像幻燈片一樣不斷播放。我要好不容易想出一個解決方法才能安心。但是同樣的事情第二天繼續上演著，就像是古代打更一樣日復一日年復一年的上演著。老媽曾經說做好現在的事情，未來就會好很多。這是個非常簡單易懂的道理。但是如果真是這麼簡單，那爲什麽我還是會這麼的不安心。

每時每刻我們都在消耗著生命。現在我在寫這篇東西的時候，我在這世上的時間又少了二十分鐘。而在看的人也在消耗著你在這世上的時間。這個想法是多麼的恐怖啊。

現在頭隱隱作痛，解決這一問題的唯一方法是照著頭上開一槍。

我才沒有這麼傻。

真正到了那個時刻死都不怕了還怕生活嗎。其實我還是很怕死的。這世上很多事情我都還沒有經歷過，如果死了也太可惜了。對自己身體負責是對爸媽的負責。照顧好自己。

也許我就是不長記性，還會總是白癡一樣的相信這明天會是不同的一天，是新的開始，是會更好的。但是，這就是我。一覺醒來繼續迎接新的一天。

new semester

2009-09-19T15:39:00.020-04:00

嗨呀真是好久都沒有更新了,之前一直懶惰。

那麼昨天下午是猶太人的節日,所以從一點開始放假。可惜我本來一點之後只有一堂課T.T 沒有我的suitemates那麼幸運逃掉了一天的課。

那麼這學期開學位置都還不錯,忙忙碌碌的。學習,和朋友hang out, BUJA的東西, 打工, party等等..算是還蠻充實的。

感覺我個人好像更獨立了,之前總是不想一個人閒下來,總是想和朋友們一起找事做。但是今年回來後發現除了和朋友hang out,很多事情突然喜歡自己一個人去做了,應該是說對朋友的依賴減小了吧。我覺得這是個好事吧,天下沒有不散的筵席,如果還總是太過依賴著別人,總有一天別人都離開了那自己就會很彷徨吧。

這學期開始學日語了。現在看來還不是很難,也許因為還是在elementry level吧。不過語言這個東西嘛,不是說課本學完了就掌握了的。關鍵是在于要多運用。所以希望我憑著之前學語言的經驗來學日文應該是沒有問題吧。

這學期搬進了學校的apartment. 所以是單人房,一共有四個suitemates. 有了廚房！可以自己給自己做飯吃了。然後有一個living room,廁所與浴室。還有一件儲物間。

不多說了,下麵的請看圖說話吧。

ken友情客串

小絮

2009-07-27T04:12:00.002-04:00

好久沒有更新了,懶惰加上種種拖延. 現在感覺來了卻又要出門了. 那麼就晚上再說吧.

2009-06-21T12:11:00.000-04:00

blogger is kind of censored here in china. damn. I'm going to temporarily switch back to myspace, and keep both blogs updated once I'm back in the states.

Leaving

2009-06-10T11:53:00.006-04:00

The music is making me feeling more depressing, but as it sings, Everything's not lost.
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First thing first, I'm flying off Singapore this Saturday. I really enjoyed my stay here in SG this year, and I wish it could be longer. I haven't met all the friends I want to meet, but time is the limit. Don't worry, I will definitely see you guys in the future.
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So went to play bball with the bball guys. It was a really fun match. Everybody didn't really change much. It just feels like back to the secondary school days, except the subjects now we talk about are Alevel, NS and what's going to happen in life. I really looking forward to the next match in these years. Hope it will be soon.

Hanged out with Yangsheng and Daniel last week. wandered ard n drinked a little bit n chit chatted. It's great to know them. They are the type who are really serious when needed, and are daring enough to do all the crazy stuffs and hanging outs with me. I enjoyed our talks and jokes been made. so keep it on guys, take care and keep in contacts okay.

Had picnic with the Retards under the star at Marina Barrage. The place is newly constraucted, but it's a great place to hang out. The whole CBD area and the flyer can been viewed at the top of the barrage.

played tennis with the retards on another day
It's really amazing how the retards is found, how the eight of us came together and formed the clique. We always share our joys n worries, n be retarded toegher. well it's a pity tt didn't see yk n zhen much. But I shall chatch up with u guys some other time.

Had a picnic with the FB! Although I only met u guys for a few months last year, there is really good bonding among us. FB consists some many people with different characteristics, but we just kind of like the magnet, pulled together. I'm so glad that I met u guys in NJ. well this year is critical to u guys, so everybody is like mugging hard. so all the best for ur studies n Alevels. hopefully we can meet up again soon.

Had a nice chat with arthas. he's become more mature I think. starts to think abt his future n plans. oh n thanks to jolle for the cake, and good luck in school.

Met up with Jolynn for her belated birthday with guowei, huishi, congshi and derrick. They didn't really change much haha.

well time to go. Goodbye my friends. Hope that I will see you guys again soon!

1st week in Singapore

2009-06-01T09:06:00.009-04:00

have been lazy to update about what's going on. so the semester has ended a few weeks ago, n I'm now in Singapore. Have been travelling, visiting n eating ard.

Went back NJC last week to visit the choir. When I was sitting in the AVA, listening to the warm up, all the moments of memory just flashed back in my mind. The familiar smell room, the cold breeze from the air conditioning, and of course the sound we are making. Each person sings out their own part, and together they combine into the power of music. For certain times, I really missed the magic of making music. the choir warm up

NJC

NJC

NJC field

met up with some S16s, had dinner at seoul garden. some of the S16s are in Germany now for their music exchange programe. so hopefully will have some outing with them when they are back.

New blog skin

2009-05-16T02:42:00.005-04:00

new template!

so since something went wrong with my last template, and I hadn't had the time to fix it, I finally get it done today. So here it is, the brand new look of my blog!

anyways it's getting late. I shall sleep now and try to update something tomorrow I guess.

ciao~

2009-04-22T13:50:00.000-04:00

This is passion.

2009-04-21T18:36:00.000-04:00

I'm gonna finish the effing paper tonight. I swear to god.

2009-04-13T00:41:00.007-04:00

18歲的最後3小時

吃了3盒chow mien

喝了1瓶smirnoff passion fruit

聽了Greeeen, 孫燕姿，Plain White T's, The Fray, 陳奕迅

見了鄭楚

看了國光幫幫忙

獨自亂逛

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看夜景
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拍照

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懷疑人生

2009-04-11T13:24:00.001-04:00

we live in bedlam, we die in hell

2009-04-03T17:19:00.004-04:00

US siege gunman kills at least 12

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http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/americas/7982447.stm

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A gunman has killed at least 12 people after taking dozens hostage in the US state of New York, the governor says.

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The suspected gunman was later found dead inside the immigration centre in Binghamton, federal officials told the Associated Press news agency.

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At least 26 people were injured during the shooting, north-west of New York City, reports said.
The governor of New York state, David Paterson, said it was "a tragic day for New York".

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Mr Paterson confirmed that 12 or 13 people had been killed.

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"This is a horrible situation. There's actually no reason or excuse for this kind of shooting and brutal attack of innocent people right here in New York state," he said.
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Local Mayor Matthew Ryan told reporters the gunman was carrying a high-powered rifle.
Two other people seen being led away by police in plastic handcuffs during the incident are not believed to be suspects.

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The gunman used his car to barricade the building's back door before bursting in the front door, firing his weapon, the unnamed official told AP.

A spokeswoman for Our Lady of Lourdes hospital told the BBC several people had been admitted with serious injuries.

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Susan Linerode said the hospital was expecting to receive more casualties and staff had been told to stay at work.

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Eyewitnesses described seeing some people fleeing the building.

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"About 15 or so employees of the Civic Association came out crying with their hands behind their heads," one witness told Binghamton's WNBF Radio.

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"They were escorted by the police and they took them to ambulances and took them away," he said.

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Rifle Witnesses reported seeing a man entering the building during the morning. He was described as being of Asian appearance, in his 20s, and wearing a bright green nylon jacket and dark-rimmed glasses.

The Binghamton Press & Sun Bulletin said homes nearby had been evacuated and a police commando unit was at the scene.

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It said apartments and a nearby school and care home were under lockdown and some streets had been sealed off.

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Bob Joseph of WNBF Radio told the BBC the town had never experienced an incident on such a scale before.

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The ACA says on its website that it assists immigrants and refugees with personal and immigration counselling.

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This happened today, and this is the place where I stay now. I can't believe that it is happening in 5 minutes distance from my campus. Sometimes live or death just depends on that tiny trend of fabric.

2009-04-03T02:25:00.000-04:00

キセキ

化衝動為能量

2009-04-03T01:52:00.001-04:00

studying for my last midterm before spring break

2009-04-01T15:01:00.002-04:00

沙龍

陳奕迅

對焦她的愛

對慢了愛人會失去可愛

記低這感慨

世事變有沒有將你掩蓋

只一格經典的偶遇已不再

儘量框住目前大概

留住溫度速度溫柔和憤怒

凝住今日怎樣好

捉緊生命濃度坦白流露感情和態度

留下浮光掠影飛舞

每張都罕有拍下過記住過好過擁有

光圈愛漫遊眼睛等色誘

有人性鏡頭裡總有豐收

雖則那即影即有售罄菲林都已拆走

但是衝動用完又再有

留住溫度速度溫柔和憤怒

凝住今日怎樣好

捉緊生命濃度坦白流露感情和態度

停下時光靜止衰老

登高峯一秒得獎一秒再破記錄的一秒

港灣晚燈山頂破曉摘下懷念記住美妙

升職那刻新婚那朝成為父母的一秒

要拍照的事可不少

音樂話劇詩詞和舞蹈

柔和生命千樣好攝入相簿

絢爛如電虛幻如霧哀愁和仰慕

遊樂人間活得好談何容易

拍著照片一路同步坦白流露感情和態度

其實人生并非虛耗

何來塵埃飛舞

2009-03-25T21:41:00.006-04:00

The weather today is really nice and warm, hope it won't turn cold again

so there's only less than two weeks to spring break wohoo, just gonna hang on there, study for econ midterm, do my hw and try to do a little bit of revision for final and I Should Have Some Fun.

Can't believe that time passes so fast, I'm gonna be a freaking Sophomore in a few months' time..on man..

taken in hinman common in the afternoon

嗜睡

2009-03-24T09:11:00.002-04:00

A very big thanks to all my friends. Thanks for your encourage. Haocheng is strong and positive, and always a optimistic person:) so don't u guys worry abt me

Watched 入殮師last night. Great movie. Okay it's not as great as how I heard about it, but there is definitely a part which touched me.

Oh Hi Weilei! How can I forget you! we spent 3 yrs in choir fighting,joking and playing ard. Thanks man! haha I didn't know u read my blog:P

how r u doing?

2009-03-23T16:27:00.003-04:00

Haocheng says two more weeks to Spring break!!
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Haocheng also says two more midterms to go!!
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The temp dropped back to 0'C again:( where's my long waited spring..haiz
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I have been doing a little bit of reflection recently, how to survive in this hypocritical world? Everybody is so self-centered, and it has been given the so called name "mature". Yes, when you start to be selfish you start to be mature. Cause it is when you start to be material-minded, and run after the branded. "check out my new LV bag; I got this Dior for $6000; oh, my boyfriend just bought me this Anna Sui necklace" Seriously you guys are so Superficial. I don't even bother to pity you. If you wanna say that I am just being immature and "Welcome to the Real World!!", I will pleasantly tell you to Fuck Off.
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And about relationship. I don't really wanna say much about it. I doubt Love.
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Life is such a biatch!
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Think positive man!
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oh and 祝賀詹瑞文開博! I shall update about my links, some of them are really outdated.

2009-03-17T17:33:00.002-04:00

I want to be at a Cold Play LIVE concert

2009-03-10T12:53:00.001-04:00

2009-03-09T20:04:00.003-04:00

這個禮拜開始夏令時了，所以和中國時差又變回了十二小時。

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今天禮拜一，發現這個禮拜真的是好忙。哎哎...

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一遍一遍地聽范特西發現最愛還是這張專輯

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好想回到小學六年級的那個春天

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愛在西元前...

2009-03-08T15:50:00.003-04:00

Like a rock

Words and music by bob seger

Stood there boldly

Sweatin' in the sun

Felt like a million

Felt like number one

The height of summer

I'd never felt that strong

Like a rock

I was eighteen

Didn't have a care

Working for peanuts

Not a dime to spare

But i was lean and

Solid everywhere

Like a rock

My hands were steady

My eyes were clear and bright

My walk had purpose

My steps were quick and light

And i held firmly

To what i felt was right

Like a rock

Like a rock, i was strong as i could be

Like a rock, nothin' ever got to me

Like a rock, i was something to see

Like a rock

And i stood arrow straight

Unencumbered by the weight

Of all these hustlers and their schemes

I stood proud, i stood tall

High above it all

I still believed in my dreams

Twenty years now

Where'd they go?

Twenty years

I don't know

Sit and i wonder sometimes

Where they've gone

And sometimes late at night

When i'm bathed in the firelight

The moon comes callin' a ghostly white

And i recall

Recall

Like a rock. standin' arrow straight

Like a rock, chargin' from the gate

Like a rock, carryin' the weight

Like a rock

Like a rock, the sun upon my skin

Like a rock, hard against the wind

Like a rock, i see myself again

Like a rock

2009-03-08T03:08:00.000-04:00

This is a Hypocritical world.

2009-03-05T06:59:00.002-05:00

最近比較忙比較忙比較忙，爲什麽功課總是一個接一個？

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還有麻煩事一大堆！

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采取新的作息時間！早睡早起！

2009-03-03T22:52:00.001-05:00

2009-03-01T17:06:00.001-05:00

Saturday Afternoon

2009-03-01T17:00:00.001-05:00

2009-02-20T00:55:00.001-05:00

Run like a dog

2009-02-18T00:55:00.002-05:00

short hair

oh i have a presentation today. a quiz on friday. a math test on friday. a midterm test next wednesday. working on thursday, saturday and sunday afternoon til nite. fencing tmr nite n thursday nite. and homework.

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Haocheng is a little buzy.

2009-02-05T10:22:00.002-05:00

Just came back from my dicussion group this morning. received new homework, n macro prob set1 is due tomorrow..damn..

so what's new? I got a job in school dining hall hey~so thurs will be working on salad bar, n dish on e weekends. Going for my first session this afternoon. so hope that it'll not be tiring.

Went to e fencing GIM last night. I love it man! seems interesting and fun. going to sign up for it today. although there are 4 prectices every week, n I have to miss one of them( time clashing with my work on sat:( ), it still be a good way to exercise besides gym. hmm so i'm quite packed this semester, n i'm enjoying it:) like what i said to my roommate, what i need now is a more efficient schedule.

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came cross to the plain white t's "Big Bad World" album. like it man! almost all e songs, expecially "1 2 3 4". Heard this song for e first time last sat, while i was window shopping in Hollister with frens. it's really a noce piece, n it now stucks in mine n my roommate's heads, cause i keep playing that song. he's be blaming me abt that haha:P

so got to do my work now, need to sleep early tonite. think i'm having sore throat:(

2009-01-20T04:00:00.001-05:00

Could someone please spin that shit.

or Do I have to do it myself?

2009-01-13T00:42:00.002-05:00

又是一個空虛的夜晚

把頭髮剪斷了

心血來潮

但

乾淨利落

2009-01-10T05:37:00.003-05:00

http://video2.channelnewsasia.com/cnavideos/chineseplayer.asp?skin=Player1.swf&player=chineseplayer.swf&filename=xin_010309_nyjc.flv

check this out! It has YK in it! n it's broadcasting on TV!

废物再循环果皮制成肥料

南洋初级学院记者

许淑媛

丢丢丢，人们通常把不能食用的水果皮往垃圾桶里丢。但，南洋初级学院的学生却加以收集。这些果皮有什么特殊用途呢？原来南初环保协会将这些水果皮，进一步加工，添加黑糖和水，来制造肥料。这就是环保协会废物循环利用的好创意点子。经过处理后，他们把储放在罐子里的肥料放在一个阴暗的角落，等待发酵。

负责老师刘丽珊说，“我觉得这次的活动对学生来说是个很有意义的活动。第一，是因为他们在做实验的时候，往往会遇到很多问题。在解决问题的时候，可以鼓励他们的创意思维。第二，我觉得这个活动，可以提升他们的环保意识，他们知道环保并不难，只要他们肯动动脑筋，多观察一些事物，就可以想出环保的方法了。”

为了制造出最有效的肥料，他们用了不同种类的水果。经过三个月的发酵后，他们便利用成果为实验植物施肥，并检查它们成长速度，确定肥料的效果。

环保协会会员林耀庆说，“我从这次的活动中学习到怎么去善加地利用那些废物，其实我原以为那些废物都是一些没有用的东西，但是之后，我却把他们当成是宝物。”

这次的环保计划把原本没有价值的果皮制成肥料，提高了果皮的价值，这个计划不但能减少不必要的垃圾也能提倡环保的精神。

2009-01-04T17:06:00.003-05:00

Woke up when it's getting dark

Stayed in bed to get myself fully waken-up

Turned on my laptop n listened to the new albums I got yesterday

Greeeen is good

Thoughted about blogging about what I am doing

Signed in

Started a new article

Typed down these few words

It felt like Russia to me outside my window

Weird

Am feeling like taking a shower

It's completely dark now.

2008-12-31T00:26:00.008-05:00

last post for year 2008!

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think this gonna be the last post of this year. yeah. what a great year i had. looking back in time, i went to two junior colleges(AC n NJ), met great frens in NJ choir, especially the FBers. folowed by coming to US, starting my Uni, met new frens, saw new stuffs. n i'm gonna go for the new year countdown tmr( technically today) at times square. e weather forcast says it's gonna snow, which make it even better. what a romantic scene^^

talking abt snow, i had a great snow ball fight in binghamton.

this is some 8-inch snow.

me the snow angle-.-

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and then came over to NYC, traveled ard

e huge xmas tree at rockerfeller centre

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so new year resolution:

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keep fit, more muscles

good grades

satisfactions

legally earn some $(ahem i wan a job/jobs on campus>.<)

travel to new places

more polaroid films

blah blah blah

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HC is off for movies

2008-12-14T15:03:00.000-05:00

HAOCHENG MISS THE RETARDS.

2008-12-11T01:14:00.002-05:00

bidding is fun, especially at the very last few seconds when people r gonna drastically bid the price up. n u will nvr know whether the price u gave out is the maximum, juz wishing tt luck is on ur side.

2008-12-10T02:41:00.001-05:00

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I am a mugger, mugging in the library.

2008-12-09T12:30:00.000-05:00

2008-12-08T01:45:00.003-05:00

okay, played killer for 9 hours today-.-

had fun at B'day gal's party last night, and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Wu Fan!!

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我想聽南拳媽媽雨天

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suddenly feel emotinal tonight, hmmm

2008-11-30T18:15:00.021-05:00

HC is back from NYC!

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NYC is so much more fun than Binghamton:( i fun even want to come back bing...but oh well~

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basically juz went to the Empire Staten Building and the Wax Museum...didn't go to the MOMA..which is my orinigal prupose of going NYC this time~but i did have lots of fun! so there are lots of chance to visit the MOMA since Bing is not really far from NYC~

crowds were rushing on streets to shopping. come on it's black friday

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on top of the Empire Staten building, having a spectacular view of the whole manhatten n NYC

along times square, the huge Echo ad

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n next will be the Wax Musem.

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All the status are super real, it's like they will start talking to u any time when u r staring into their eyes~

JH:D

Napolean is this shortXP

me on cctv

debbie-.-"

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ahh finals are juz ard e corner...need to settle down for it~~

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I need new toothbrush....ok tt's random:P

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"HC: so whattch ya looking at?"

2008-11-10T14:50:00.001-05:00

This is brilliant.

2008-11-10T14:23:00.006-05:00

It's snowing outside now~juz snapped some pics n upload them here~

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Discovered this little window while i was looking for the piano room in the basement of FA Building. Kind of like it, a tiny little green view suddenly sticks out in the dark corridor

2008-11-09T15:46:00.003-05:00

前幾天一直很暖和，穿條短褲出去都沒問題（11月穿短褲？）。今天早晨（12點30-.-")起來發現降溫了。出去吃早餐一路是凍回來。一降溫就又開啟了我冬眠的慾望~在宿舍里宅了一下午，倒也不是無所事事，一大堆功課要做。。無聊啊~

這個禮拜六就是dragon night了。明晚還有排練，加油吧~

最近下了蘇打綠和五月天的專輯來聽。總體來說蘇打綠的同名專輯比其他兩個好聽一點，感覺是不緊不慢的抒情風。不過無與倫比的美麗也不錯，相信和小情歌還是很經典的。吳青峰的聲音太强了。一個男人怎么能發出這么陰柔委婉的音調呢？

五月天那就毋庸說了，絕對的天團。為愛而生和時光機都很好聽。隨便挑出一首都是經典。最重要的小事和時光機是越聽越好聽的那種。

近期要快點趕個paper出來，才有時間做自己的事情。加油~

2008-11-03T15:07:00.001-05:00

Stand here

Wondering

Are these times Forgotten,

Or forgotten times...

Lost in trenches

Diseased in

Mind...

Awaiting that day

To wander back

And cry...

This journey

That life

All since, past

Bye

2008-11-02T00:02:00.006-04:00

Another Saturday has passed~

So yesterday was Halloween. lot's of ppl in costumes were hanging ard on campus. Saw a big cow wandering on e road, Mr. superman having math lecture. Spartans looking for cab on e road..

main street area where u find all e bars n clubs

ken n ruiwen

Mr.Vampire n Mr.Ruiwen

will be working n e term paper, 15 pages long....shall be in staying in e library for quite a period...

it snowed this week, but very light,so shall post snow pics once e real heavy snoe comes~

2008-10-19T21:34:00.012-04:00

HC is back from midterms haha~

so now it's late autumn n it's really cold in e morning n nite..

went to climb e mountain behind my campus this morning~it's a nature reserve though, i nvr know tt there r paths to reach there frm sch~

e map~

e marsh pond

we climbed all e way to e top til there's no path...in some parts e paths r quite steep though

e grp photo~

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hope it'll snow this week

2008-10-12T19:58:00.000-04:00

I'm in the library now, mugging for mid-term next week.

2008-10-02T23:03:00.001-04:00

IT'S ALL OVER

I am disappointed.

2008-10-02T02:05:00.002-04:00

再别zai bie kang qiao - 林宥嘉Lin You Jia

林宥嘉-再别康桥

轻轻的我走了

正如我轻轻的来

我轻轻地招手

作别西天的云彩

那河畔的金柳

是夕阳中的新娘

波光里的艳影

在我心头荡漾

寻梦撑一支一支长篙

向青草更青处漫溯

满载一船一船星辉

在星辉斑斓里放歌

软泥上的青荇

油油的在水底招摇

在康河的柔波里

我甘心做一条水草

那榆阴下的一潭

不是清泉是天上虹

揉碎在浮藻间

沉淀着彩虹似的梦

但我不能不能放歌

悄悄是别离的笙箫

夏虫也为我为我沉默

沉默是今晚的康桥

悄悄的我走了走了

正如我悄悄的来

我挥一挥衣袖衣袖

不带走一片云彩

LOVE

2008-09-26T18:54:00.001-04:00

LOVE HURTS

2008-09-21T22:03:00.010-04:00

Jay's new album

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只是最后一张看起来顺眼一点，前两张都有点娘的感觉~

听了他的《稻香》。虽然整首歌听起来很舒服，但是作为主打歌来说未免显得有点单薄，缺少一种新意。与七里香比起来缺少一种震撼，也没有牛仔很忙那种风格转变的新鲜感。所以放入第二主打会比较适合。但不管怎么说《稻香》这首歌的旋律带出一种乡下生活的轻松与恬静。这次他“抛弃”御用词人方文山，根据自己的童年回忆来创作。虽然整首歌的歌词并没有很华丽的词藻，但它简单却很有意义：

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对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

延续了《听妈妈的话》的励志的用意，但是却不会显得很呆或是无聊，是可以在不知不觉中体会出来的。所以对于周董的这种创作风格还是比较喜欢的~

我个人比较喜欢是这一段：

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

成功的关键就是不放弃。意志坚定，目的明确，这些都是criterias. 活得那么辛苦就是为了能够快乐，所以不要总是目光短浅地停在功成名就上面，虽然功成名就是我们努力的驱动力。要懂得适时的停下来享受一下~但是我并不同意“追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了”...为什么要放下自己一直在努力的梦想，去追另外一个完全陌生的目标？只要付出了努力，梦想终归是会实现的，只是一个时间的问题。也许我们花费一生最终达成了自己的梦想，但这难道不就是我们活着的意义么？

总体来说，对周董的这张新碟还是有一些期待的，虽然也许不会像之前的《范特西》那么经典，但是还是会有个盼头的~

附上《稻香》试听版~
dao xiang.wma - Jay chou

稻香

词：周杰伦

曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

2008-09-21T16:09:00.001-04:00

2008-09-18T20:52:00.011-04:00

Happy Birthday ÎåÔÂÌì ÊÔÌý -- SongTaste ÓÃÒôÀÖÇãÌý±Ë´Ë - mayday

为什么奶昔不甜

为什么风景不美

因为你在身边

世界只剩下一个焦点

一开始你就特别

从眼神就很体贴

我们都不穿鞋

光着脚穿越耳语流言

在这之前我到底是谁

你出现我眼前

一瞬间一切都改变

Happy birthday 你就在我身边

和你吃苦一生胜过天堂一天

Happy birthday 告别忧伤昨天

自从遇见了你才是我 Happy birthday

风筝和风在缠绵

诗人和诗在兜圈

你坐在我旁边

这一种快乐无法描写

世界我环游一圈

看很多空中小姐

都没有比你美

第一名模也只能闪边

在这之前我到底是谁

你出现我眼前

一瞬间一切都改变

Happy birthday 你就在我身边

和你吃苦一生胜过天堂一天

Happy birthday 告别忧伤昨天

自从遇见了你才是我 Happy birthday

为什么快乐也会流下眼泪

灌溉了我的荒野开满了玫瑰

我不累我不睡我不休息我不阖眼

我不想浪费每一秒在这有你的世界

Happy birthday 你就在我身边

和你吃苦一生胜过天堂一天

Happy birthday 告别忧伤昨天

自从遇见了你才是我 Happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Delia!

2008-09-11T19:20:00.015-04:00

life is great here~classes have begun for 3 weeks~things r under control, which is good~

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went to NYC last weekend~
so shall update some pics i took~

some random subway station at broklyn

went to chinatown to eat zao cha...damn i love it!

time square

e naked cow boy~

m&m shop

pillars of choc~

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e mid-autumn festival's coming~so gonna have some gathering this friday organised by hk student association..n think cssa is organising smth as well~

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all e best for u guys in SG for ur promos:D

2008-08-30T00:42:00.000-04:00

2008-08-28T23:29:00.004-04:00

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another week has almost past

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classes have begun this week..i'm taking 4 classes, total 16 credits

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e temp is getting colder this week, like 14 celsus at nite~oh man it's still august, i wonder how it's going to be like in december?hmm

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weekends r coming~copy this phrase frm someone.....

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"oh yeah"~

2008-08-22T01:27:00.009-04:00

~hello~

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i'm using wireless in my dorm now.

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alrite, shall update some new pics i took~

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this is e lounge area in my suite,it's kind of plain now cause we haven't bought e tv n frige

my bed n e cabinet

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there's a walmart near my campus, n they sell everything u want..even guns...

each of them costs ard $300

n e hunting gears

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e classes will start on next monday, had a hard time figuring out my schedule~

2008-08-18T20:40:00.003-04:00

alrite, i've arrived my campus..great sceneries here. e campus extends up on e mount, n facing a river which ends up in manhatton.

checked in my dorm..standard double. my roommate is a guy frm Turkey.n my other suite mates haven't arrived yet..

e orientation started this morning. $290, kind of expensive, but met up with lots of ppl:)

e classes will start next monday, so this week is still quite relaxing yea..better get my ID done n open an bank account~

will update more pics abt my campus, dorm n e surrounding area next tilme~

ciao~

2008-08-15T04:57:00.004-04:00

Hello~~New York~~
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yeah I'm in NYC now, n it's like 5am now zz~

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had been to quite a number of places, times square on e first night..went to Wall street yest morning, saw all e busy ppl hopping among diff buildings.

took a pic with e significant bull haha

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e ferris ticket to e stature of liberty were sold out, so i juz took another ferris n watched it frm sm distance

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had lunch in chinatown..$4.50 for 4 pick n 1 soup..pretty cheap huh~

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on yea e food served size is like twice or trice tt of SG~sonia u r gonna love it haha

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subwayed to central park after lunch. it's preety big n lots of musicians n artists r here performing

a comedy play by those guys in e centre in e park~

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i'm taking greyhound to Binghamton tmr morning..so i better get to pack up a bit now~
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2008-08-12T08:37:00.003-04:00

I'm in Shanghai now. using e public internet in e hotel.

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Went shopping with mom today, n currently i'm feeling emtremely tired zz~~

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I started to feel excited abt flying to NYC tmr afternoon..oh man..

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I'm not sure am i able to get internet connection after i reach thr cause e housing has not been settled yet, but i'll try to update abt wat's happening thr..n try to get used to e lifestyle as well~

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alrite i gtg..c u guys on e other side of e Earth~

2008-08-09T10:12:00.001-04:00

I'm departing tmr for Shanghai..n flying to New York on wednesday..so long ppl~

2008-08-05T10:47:00.004-04:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL!
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went to play cards with my frens today,n then k-boxed with them in e afternoon.sang till no voice~shuang neh~
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finally cut my hair today,think it's e first time in these 4 months time hmm~

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went to dou feng with my cousin n another fren on motorbike at night..had supper at a little restaurant called" crazy bbq chicken wing"..as it lives on it's name, e chicken wing there is freaking damn spicy! i juz had a tiny little bite n my lips became like sausage~can't even finish one wing~

e "crazy chicken wing"-_-"

my lips r burning~

2008-08-04T12:01:00.001-04:00

another prank on LC~

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n this is abt yj, he didn't noe i was filming until e last few seconds:)

2008-08-01T11:19:00.001-04:00

HAPPY BITHDAY TO SONIA!!

i rmbed~n it's ur unit No. rite?haha:D

2008-08-01T10:49:00.006-04:00

yoz~
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Finally it rained today~blow away e breathe-taking hot weather..
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so i went to this auntie's house. she was one of e athletic for e Olympic torch relay. And every runner of can keep e torch they held after e relay.
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so...

me in e olympic shirt holding e olympic torch(it's not as heavy as i thought~-_-~)
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i uploaded another video abt me n mikel doing matrix in Italy while sonia was blowing bubbles~

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had lunch with zheng yst in jenny's cafe. went kboxing with xi,his gf,sun,wu n zheng after tt. Sang til no voice..
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i realize tt when i newly been to a place, i always like to see e toilet-_-'....yea...i think e toilet reflect e standard&touch of a place...is this e so called "toilet culture"?hahaz
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i like e lighting of this

2008-07-29T05:55:00.001-04:00

i think this video is brilliant

2008-07-29T05:04:00.001-04:00

hey i'm doing fine, but e weather recently is damn hot n moist:( hope there will be a heavy downpour~~

as i was looking through e videos in my laptop, i realised tt i forgot to upload e vids i took in Italy. hmm so i shall upload them soon~

here's one which i've uploaded..abt conana...it was made on our flight back Singapore:)

2008-07-18T12:15:00.006-04:00

alrite shld update smth.

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hmm....firstly lemme show u guys e pics of e algae along e coastline in tsingdao~

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e train which i took to tsingdao~

dad n me on e train~

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shld update some wedding photos but i haven't received them, so here's e only photo i have in my phone

my cousins. they were e maids of honor~

got dance lesson tmr(actually shld say it today alrdy)~i'm learn poppin~

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that's all for today:D

2008-07-14T12:17:00.002-04:00

haven't been online for a week, i was quite occupied with all kinds of stuffs..zzz..i've got quite a number of things to write, e wedding, e trip, hmm maybe e dance lesson which i'm goona sign up today~~so yea, hopefully i will update soon:D

2008-07-08T09:06:00.002-04:00

got drunk for e first time in my life last night. n now still having headache n stomach upset. i hate this feeling

2008-06-30T10:57:00.001-04:00

hc is going tsingdao tmr~so will be away for 3 days:D

2008-06-29T12:26:00.007-04:00

went out to practice my driving yst..then went to buy blanket for us with my mum
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n while i was driving slowly like a snail, i saw this counter-terrorism force marching for drill near e sports hall area. could see their gears like rifles n pistols..n they were all dressed in black, quite cool~

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ate buffet at some jap restaurant at night~~e food is quite gd...i think we finished in total ard 30 dishes..n it's not served so small like sakae...but like twice or trice tt of sakae~~haha n i've gained 3kg since i'm back~~

mum~

mum n dad~~i think this pic is v cute:D

e interior of e restaurant~

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took this pic at ard 11pm plus..e lamp was giving out warm light with e contrasting dark night all ard it..i suddenly felt so lonely yet warm...

2008-06-23T08:52:00.009-04:00

Alrite~~i think blogspot is avalible alrdy...which means i can update yay~

shall update e pics first~

this somehow reminds abt jr's "mermaid n rock"haha~

so life back here is quite..hmm..slack~everyday juz wake up n eat n go out n gathering n guitar n battlefield2 n visiting blah blah~~

n i think i'm gonna gain weight cause my appetite has increased a lot...-_-..

anw..found my bicycle frm e store room today n got it ready for riding...haha think i'm gonna ride it often frm now on cause i wan tour ard e city~

haha All e best to JC pupils for ur CTs!!it's gonna be over soon~

2008-06-12T13:59:00.006-04:00

I'll be leaving SG in a couple of hours.....

really sad abt leaving..i noe i'm gonna miss every single of u so much...

but haiz~guess we have to face e reality~~dun worry, HC is strong~haha:D

I dun have e time now to list down all of u, so THANKS everyone for ur present n support!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

08S16~

one for all, all FOUR ONE!:D

e RETARDS! (with e absence of zhen)

E FB n NJ CHOIR!

well~Time to go....i'll miss all of u! take care my fens n we'll see each other one day!

BYE~

2008-06-06T12:55:00.001-04:00

Brandy tastes good with sprite, but i have too little ingradients to add

2008-06-06T09:32:00.005-04:00

Juz reached home not long ago~

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went to cine's HKcafe with Ting for lunch

nice catch up yea...

then went to that cd shop, ting introduced me e Shanghai jazz~nice music, especially e instrumental background~ but e singing is not so gd as in it doesn't has e retro feeling inside, sounds a bit plain...but overall it's still a nice album ha~

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train-ed to city hall to meet liu min, then went to peninsula plaza

liu bought her new hocky stick n bag~

then walked ard in pen, saw some weird shops like Magic spell shop which sells weird stuff like unicorn power, voo doo doll~~

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then went to fu nan n saw some ppl playing lan game. n one guy got so excited tt he kepting shouting orders to his teammates haha, n everyone was like staring at him~

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went back to city hall to meet xinyi, then walked back to fu nan to eat dinner

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all three of us ate foot long subway sandwich..felt quite full n cold after eating( cause of e cold drink~)

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then we went to 7-11 to look for poker cards but they dun have it...so made our way home~~

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oh yea~saw meng yu at e city link tunnel~

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tmr got 4/1 class outing~can't wait haha~hope it'll be a gd weather:D

2008-06-05T12:08:00.005-04:00

suddenly feel e urge to go gym....shoot...i wan more muscles...hah

i rmb today is someone's b'day, but can't rmb who~~but anw happy birthday to Yueh-Hsin, who's my choir senior-senior haha

2008-06-05T08:36:00.015-04:00

so i shall update a bit abt our stay at sonia's house before e choir bbq last saturday..

her house is quite cool~neat,clean with nice view outside window~

i met eunice2 at e bus stop thr before sonia n tian cai came over to pick us up...got bitten by mosquito:(

i dunno sonia can play violin n she has a guitar at home too~

check out tian cai's shocking face when she discovered tt she could produce sound with e violin haha:P

eunice yIp~

eunice2 teaching michel guitar while i was figuring out how to play violin~

sonia,tian cai,eunice1

michel looks like a star posing haha~

i played e guitar~

ppl started to play some card game related to cats n bugs:P while dianfeng was trying to sleepzzz

zzzzzzz

zzzzzz.....

then we took this nice grp pic~

n another one...but something unexpected is going to happen....

can't u see e smerk on michel's face? haha

so........

taupok!!

oh well~~second taupok of e month~haha:D

2008-06-04T08:58:00.003-04:00

Congratulations to my cousin who has won this "Mei Lan Shan Nian" competition.

so now he got e chance to go NBA to train for three months, starting from this year December~

maybe I can meet him there~

2008-06-04T08:28:00.002-04:00

re-dyed my hair today, so it's not tt blonde like a banana. n e autie is quite nice, she charged me only a little haha~

2008-06-03T11:56:00.002-04:00

so I got my hair dyed today, n shoot I DON"T LIKE IT man! it's way to blonde~i think e colour is quite close to monkey LOL

Think i'll nvr dye my hair again...

huhzz

2008-06-02T14:12:00.014-04:00

Choir BBQ!

hey~so last Saturday was e election day n bbq. congrats to e next com~~

hmm~~then come to e bbq session. I admit tt this is e first successful bbq i ever had, although i didn't eat much. all e bbq i had before were quite "unsuccessful" cause either we couldn't start fire or food was not really eadibleXP..but oh well~we had fun~~haha

so yea, here come the photos~

earlier tt day LC trying to play guitar

yj enjoying himself in front of e fan after bball~

e pit n cooks
(elvin is quite gd at cooking~)

oh my tian, conana was smiling~:D

wei qiang n xuemin playing PS2~~*ahem*:P

tian cai~(my face was screwed haha)

yuntian!

amanda!:D

wensong~

hair been messed up by eunice:P

hah~~i'm going to dye my hair this morning, n got stuff to do in e afternoon. so better get some sleep now~~oh btw i woke up at 2:30 pm today haha:P

2008-05-29T11:29:00.004-04:00

went for basketball match with e usual ppl at e lao di fang today!

well i was pretty surprised tt they planed e "outing" although we juz went to harbour front to have our lunch~haha

tkx to arthas for his entertaining magic trick!!

ahem *shu zhen* :P
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then is e basketball match

had lots of fun with them, n e rain can't stop us from playing~~

oh yea thanks to cindy for taking pictures for us:)

e team!!

yes i'm e one at e bottom-.-"
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thanks guys:)

2008-05-28T16:24:00.002-04:00

hmmm....still can't sleep at this time..well....

added e imeem thingy in my blog, so nice songs are coming up^^

going to meet shun 6 hours later at harbour front, dunno how am i going to wake up later in e morning...

YAY today afternoon got basketball match, like finally after billions of years...JC life is buzy for everyone i guess

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alrite, think i shld get some sleep now...or i will really suffer in e morning~~

2008-05-27T14:23:00.001-04:00

It's 2:22am now n I feel very hungary

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okay, this is random ha